I miss the scent of grandma’s
pancakes and grandpa’s vanilla
tobacco through a red
plastic pipe.
8:15, my hand
feverishly write.
What makes two grown
men squaring off
in a wrestling ring so sexy?
I begin to dress in blue plaid.
Insecurity (peels away the flesh)
leaves me exposed
under a silver microscope.
I think, unwillingly
about Jason